ChrisWillDestroyYou

Chris left his tumblr logged on my computer so I’m leaving him a surprise message which he will hopefully see!

Dear Christian Gonzalez,

What a year+ of ups and downs we’ve had.. but I still can’t imagine living every day without you by my side. You’re my best friend, my lover, my other half. Despite the impulsive shit that I say when I’m mad, I want to be with you. Even if we end up going our separate ways, I’ll always keep you close. The type of bond we have is crazy, in a way that I’d never be able to let you go, especially as my best friend. We fit together. You get me and I get you. I can tell you my deepest thoughts and you’ll listen.. and vice versa. You are the light at the end of the tunnel, babe. Through the darkest of times, I can depend on the sound of your voice, the touch of your skin, and of course, your soft, luscious lips ;) to comfort me throughout it all. I don’t care what people say— you’re worth it. The fights, the silences, the unsure feelings… those don’t phase me, because you are still the man I fell in love with. The cute, quiet, quirky, weird man that I love so deeply. All your qualities mesh with mine— we are both similar and different, but that’s why I love us. I love that you are silent and thoughtful— you think about everything you say. But you are also outspoken— you share your multitude of wonderful opinions and we’ll have the best conversations, where we’ll explore the depths of each others’ minds. I love it when you call me Chelly, Panda, and all those cute nicknames you’ve coined for me. We can be both cute and serious. I love that you are a gentleman— you open doors for me, help me when I’m in need, make me breakfast/lunch/dinner, bring me coffee in the morning, run your fingers through my hair and hold my hand when I’m upset, fight for me when I run off stupidly, listen to me when I have something to say, remember what I have to say… you love me and I can’t ask for more. I know I’ve continually tried to push you away with my need for affection as a weird defense mechanism I have, but you still stay around and try for me. It’s time I do the same for you. You’re still my one and only, my only one. I hope I’m still all of these things for you babe. To more days, weeks, months, and years together as lovers, best friends… One or the other, or even better, both, would satisfy me. You’re irreplaceable. Your impact on my life will never be forgotten. I love you silly kitty meow <3

Love, 

your chellypandapie :3

P.S. I hope you’ll see and read this, especially during our darker times… and just remember who I am and who we are and that we can be that again. 

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365 days (and counting) I’ve been with a certain Rochelle Chan. It’s taken a lot of patience by both of us, but here we are. Yes we’re odd, strange, and quirky, but thats what makes us work. A year ago, I wasn’t totally sure what I was getting myself in to. She met me at an odd time of my life, to say the least. But all i knew was that I had to know her more. Goddamn was I ever right. She’s everything I could’ve asked for, in one asian ball of panda goodness. Sure she may have had a bf before but idgaf about any of that. The fact of the matter is that rochelle is my besides my girlfriend first and foremost, my bestfriend. We talk about stuff that although I may not talk to my guy friends about, i totally can with her. She lets me do me instead of making me into someone else. She gets all sorts of me, the weird, awkward, stupid, misanthropic, nihilistic me that sometimes I don’t even like being. And yet she always finds a way to bring out the best in me. In us. And thats just one of the many things i love about her. Her laugh, her smile, her style, her big, not really asian eyes, her passion for, so many things really. She thirsts for life and it’s something that I admire to no end. She thirsts for me (I’m still unsure why). Yes she and I have and do have differences. As people, as friends, as lovers, we are not are always on the same page. Yet I don’t regret a thing I’ve this past year and counting with her. The memories I’ve made can not be replaced, as they are unlike any I’ve had in my short life. I’ve had other girlfriends in my lifetime, yet she is unlike them. She is unlike so many of the idiotic mindless wastes of air in this world, and I’m glad through our unusual circumstances that we connected the way that we have. Hell, there were a number of instances where I either was going to give up or she was not ready or both. But being who she is, I knew she wasn’t like the rest, and who knows what she thought of me. I may not always do the right thing, but she certainly thinks the highest of me. I may not always be the most loving/caring/expressive/exciting boyfriend ever, yet she still loves me to death. Even if the worst comes to worst, we separate and life takes us down different roads, I know she’ll always have a part of me, and I’ll most certainly have a part of her. She is definitely one of the most influential people in my life, and she has most certainly made herself unforgettable and all but unquittable to. I don’t know how to. From our more adventurous events to even just bumming it with each other in our grodiest of forms, the time I’ve spent with her is always unforgettable. I’ve yet to meet someone as understanding as her, and it makes me seem like a rigid prick…aha! (i had to). We are a strange couple without a doubt, stranger seperated, yet the chemistry is oh so most certainly there. To summarize, Rochelle Chan is the fucking nutella to my everything, the hot water to my tea, and the space to my universe. Irreplaceable, unforgettable, and nigh inseparable from me, and I wouldn’t have it any other way. To a year and counting, even though this is a touch late :/

CG meow <3 RC Panda 

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In just today, I went to a new spot to get my oil changed (though I should just do it myself), got astronomy stuff outta the way, had an interview for jamba juice and got hired, hung out with marky spas and benji, got decently faded, played a surprisingly legit show with some new songs, and made my chelly smile despite being a good 45 miles away (maybe 30 at the time idfk). Not a bad day. Soon, i will be making smoothies and extra moolah. FUCKYES

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forever and ever and ever and ever and ever

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have a very… anchors xxxmas?

We can be unsinkable together :)

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